bored

2 weeks.. never have i ever come to such a decision not to meet someone that i treasure most. Have I forget the memories that once exist in me and the care and concern.. Well, the answer is no.. it's just that it is now being kept and place in somewhere in the corner of my heart since i already know the answer..

Life still goes on for me.. 2 days ago, on the same day that i asked a year ago, i took out a vcd from the box and i stumbled upon a photo which i took with the person back at koh larn. well, i hope that was the final and last time that i will ever tear again..

as for now, i am just preparing to travel and help out with the tsunami victim once my exams are over.. life to me is kinda bored and lonely now... my daily routine will be waking up at 10 and watch discovery till i sleep.. then i will wake up at around noon and continue with the tv programs... in which after that, i will have my lunch. after lunch, i will on my computer and check my emails.. i am sure an email freak cos i constantly check to see if there are any important emails. then i will sleep and wake up in the evening.. boy!! this is really a waste of my youth.. i shuold be out there exercising and hanging out with friends..hai...

anyway, dont wana flood my first post on my 2nd blog.. will continue to write tml..