我的日记。。

我有个很突然的冲动想写我的日记。不知道为什么会有这种感觉..我已在香港住了四个月，学了许多东西也做了许多对我有意义的事件。但是非常令我很幸福的和快乐得是认识了好朋友。

对我来讲，朋友在我成长中有非常大的影响。他们能使我快乐，也能使我伤心。每当他们不开心的时候，我也不知不觉中的和他们一起感觉到不快乐的一面。我不知道为什么我会这样.

Let's take for example, I have a friend, who recently was very down. Perhaps its my own sensitvity that got onto me but I felt the sadness and tiredness within that person. This feeling just struck me immediately and I felt the same way too. Maybe its just myself but I don't know really know how to explain the feeling within. However, I just got to realise that that person finally cheer up and in the instant moment, I myself was beaming too. However, not many friends will really affect me that much. It's only true friends and people that I treasure most and appreciate most will affect me deeply.

In life, there are often people that will come into your space and affect you, or maybe come and go (as wat esther always says). I totally agree with her. However to add on to it, I think that the opportunity to treasure and love that friend is up to whether you yourself would commit to such an action. What I learnt from my crap "psychology" lesson was that humans will start off as normal friends first. And then they will slowly discover each other and whether the friendship will evolve depends on certain factors such as the similarity of character. If there are too much of conflicts and disagreements in perhaps character, then the friendship will slowly become more shallow and then might turn "plastic". If not, in normal cases, the friendship will blossom like the beautiful lilies in Sheena's room and give out sweet frangrance.

Much that the friendship will grow, sometimes there are trials to test how deep the friendship is and how much both people trust one another. If both friends can get through this together, then I believed that the friendship has taken another fleet. It is really about trusting and beliving one another to make the relationship grows. And whether there are bad factors affecting it, nothing will be able to stumble the strong bonds that has been already form.

Btw, I just came back watching a movie with Sheena and Esther. The show was called "Perhaps Love". It talks about people playing in the main role in another person's life, and whether it will continue to play a major role really depends. I agree with the initial statement made. There are always people that play a role in each of our life. Whether it is a short term one or a long term one.

God has surely play a role in shaping to what I am today. I trust in Him that he has plan everything for me and knows what is the best for me. That is why I am the Edison here today. =)) Parents do the same thing too simply because they love us too.

There is also a special person worth mentioning that changed my perspective too. N most of my close friends will know about it. Much that now she is no longer in playing anymore roles in my life, I feel that she has given me a major changed from my much naive character to a more grown up one. I think that everyone has that someone that will also help to shape the person to what he/she is today. Whether the person has appear a not, the day will somehow come.